I'm 50 years old, my husband was the sole provider in this household, he passed away February 3, 2012, I am devastated!!! WE have been together for 25 years and he has been my support, strength and my life long partner. I don't know how I'm going to make it without him by my side, but I also don't know how I'm going to keep our home and pay the household expenses without him. I stopped working in 2009, to care for our Grandbaby, so my daughter could continue her career to become a paramedic. I can't find anyone that will help me...Social Security will not kick in until I'm 60, what good is this. I have applied for a few jobs, but they few and far between. Can anyone give me some advice on what charities, I can contact that will help me. I just need a helping hand, I am lost in this world and I don't have anyone to turn to for financial help!